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Tuesday, November 17

wed:
went citysq mall with dear to see neccessities
for bbq and bought prawns and chicken wings on offer!


thursday:
went english remedial.
thn went to chambers find dear, alf and bing.
aft tht went bugis cold storage buy trays and chicken meat.
headed back to citysq mall, bought other stuff.
ham, fishball, fish, crabmeat, etc etc.
play pool till 7.30.
went down eat jian dao fan.
went back citysq mall to 'collect receipts'
HAHAHAH DAM FUNNY.
spammed timezone.
went home.

friday:
Had chem remedial thn eng rememdial thn A maths remedial.
almsot died ;diao

saturday:
went to citysq wait for dear,
he was at bugis shopping and forgotten abt me ;wild
so i as i waited i cleaned xiaogou's cage.
then at 1pm bing, cheryl, alf and celine reached.
then alf ruined my cleaning of xiaogou's cage.
he pour out th bathing sand! grr.

Sunday, November 15

i was once your guardian angel,
i still am, just tht now..
with broken wings.
how i wish i can stop caring.

Wednesday, November 11

sunday:
went vivo with dear to study.
ate at kfc, thn went coffee company study.
th sofa shufu dai, th armchair big luh.
i studied for O lvl chinese.
practised gong han.
aft tht dear gave me a bad news.
i was so disheartened lo.
lyk everyth i plan foiled.
but aft tht resolved alr thn use th comp thr see wholesale bbq.
i saw an actress thr with her son lo.
dear nv see, so lousy.
aft tht went citysq mac eat icecream.
2 for $2 sundae ;yay
thn aft tht dear and justin go arcade play, i study alone.
aft tht i go home.

monday:
stayed at home, apparently dear want me to study.
but i playing audi away LOL.
got some dog kp dashdash so i busy disiaoing him.
disiao until he want cry LOLOL, dam funny.
he deserve no pity lo pls, have no mercy.
teamed with -RaidoN and -KAKAN,
although im nt v close to them lol.
mugged at night till 10+ only, thn slp alr.

tuesday:
Woke up went school for O level chinese.
Dam scared can, full of trepidation.
aft tht went in had some difficulty finding my seat.
thn aft tht start, waa scared dai.
flipped open, fk it th gong han so diff.
so i did si han.
i used only 25mins luh, i wrote too fast, so its screwed.
D: nervous ma.
aft tht i saw th ques for compo, jialat, so hard LOL.
aft some ponder decided on baozhangbaodao.
its lyk dam gl lo:
you diao cha xian shi, nian qing ren zai ke tang
bu xi huan wen wen ti ye bu ai fa biao yi jian,
qing tan tan ni de kan fa.
WTFF! -'-'-'-
GL QUES LOL.
but i managed to finished it.
had recess, ate bazhang.
thn went up hall for paper 2.
i can say its quite easy as compared to those
nanhua practise papers lo.
but alot ppl say v hard,
ok la th difficulty is diff kind but its not tht difficult to me.
hope can get A1 ba.

then went cathay to find dear.
bought tickets for my girlf is an agent.
then went to eat mac.
dear bought breadtalk for me.
thn walked bak to cathay.
th movie is dam nice la, hilarious dai.
dear laugh until crazy lor, LOL.
aft tht went citysq see xiaogou!!!! (L)
i play with him till dear jealous.
" eh play with him enough alr anot? *jealous face* "
LOLOLOL.
thn aft tht his grandma insisted on cooking for me, ty!
had a quick dinner thn rushed down.
dear is a bastard man, lyk some small boy.
play catching isit? LOL.
or hide and seek?
th whole mall looking at us lor, wtf rofl!
ciaos, off to audi :D.

Saturday, November 7

tue:
had chi remedial.
went to vivo with dear,
ate mac, study.
aft tht had some snacks and slack.
went pet shop see pets and check out th cages.

wed:
Went citysq.
ate mac, study.
waited for justin to come,
ate bbq chicken 1for1.
slack~

thu:
went chem remedial.
did electrolysis experiment,
plating and unplating spoon.
aft tht went jurong pt.
ate pepper lunch.
went mac to study.
saw dear's old sch mate lol.
thn went to yati hse collect cage.
(L)
aft tht sent dear to mrt, thn back home.

fri:
went citysq to but hamster and necessities.
i carried th hamster!
i can feel it running abt th box, so frantic lol!
aft tht we set up th cage,
was so afraid th hamster run out.
dear say " i dnt care hor run out u catch "
" -dao face- "
aft tht i catch the hamster into th cage.
haha, somehow it got his name "xiaogou"
"crazy uh dear, name hamster dog"
"LOLOL!!"
thn brought it to mac, went to study.
aft tht went to play pool.
thn went to bench study, watch dear swim.
then went kopitiam ate fish beehoon shareshare,
studied.
home sweet home.

Tuesday, November 3

had chem remedial.
learnt electrolysis, chim siol.
thu got lab lesson, gr.
headed to novena w jiahui for buffet.
initially wanted to eat @ revenue hse but too late.
wanted eat @ lao beijing but rather reluctant oso.
So greedy dear suggested seoul garden, agn, rawr.
so took shuttle bus to citysq and ate seoul garden.
Ordered only lyk 50+ things luh.
tht tym jus me and dear lyk 47.
Now 3 person, ard 50 only, shld be lyk at least 60 x.x
jiahui still say she eat alot tsk,
thn call us eat lyk monsters haha.
actually i oso nv eat alot uh, too lazy to chew.
all dear cook, dear eat only.
i waiting lyk a baby to be served tsk.
aft tht went mac play psp and NSShaft.
thn slacked ard.
i took bus home and studied chinese.
chatted with dear, and sleep.
good day, ily bi! [:

Monday, November 2

31st Oct:
morning, met dear at orchard, went taka find earpeice.
aft tht went dhouby ghaut and thn to marina bay.
aft at hotpot culture buffet. yum!
went arcade, enticing machines indeed!
Was indecisive whether to play anot.
spent v long thr, watching ppl play haha.
aft tht went suntec.
was "aunctioning" at th harvey norman LOL.
* this ---- normal price is $299, now we start bid *
"eh dear, raise ur hand luh, $299 leh, u start
bid, $5, if win i pay for you, heh."
"dnt crazy la"
" )))): "
LOL.
aft tht went search for shuttle bus and chionged home.




1st Nov:
went to citysq eat manhattan fish market with dear!
initially it was meant solely for me,
but apparently my greedy pig cant resist temptations,
and my fish'n'chips was rhaped. ):
i went citysq bathe while dear bought jiandaofan.
sat at bbq pit to eat.
i was screaming frantically at hair-standing millipedes. EWWW!
srsly, wtf, lolol.
bought nutritea and headed to bayshore for dear's tuition.
he dropped me at marine parade library. (:
tht place is lyk dam conducive?
maybe nx tym i'll travel hours jus to go thr study ha.
read couple of books and 4 teenage magizines, (L)
headed down to bus stop for him, off to suntec.
ate just acia, spammed chocolate floats lyk no tmr, haha.
took 851, almost lost my way lol, but it headed whr i wanted :]
reached home and packed my table, did my timetable.
sleep!

Saturday, October 31

sometimes..
it's not tht i wna be emo, it's just tht i cant release th pain.
it's not tht i wna act tht strong, it's just tht im too weak inside.
much agony's piercing me, painstakingly excruciating.
if only you can see, how much you've torn of me.
cos all along i can only drench my tears in th rain,
and cruelly take as if nothing's happen.
you are a beautiful liar, silent killer.

Had counseling last thursday.
kinda lyk pushed me abit.
in another way, ironically, retrograding.
she's gtg, she's not being with me forever.
i'm now on my own, I've gotta hang in thr, even if i cant.
but thanks, for making me quit slitting, this dangerous drug.
aft sch, dear went shangri la hotel eat buffet w family.
so i was lyk balled.
called yf and yz out.
decided to go join yati and fish for bball.
lyk omg, aft much persuasion.
i was of much reluctance ;x.
im too lazy to play basketbal luh LOL.
but we ended up on th journey and reached fish's house.
it was f-a-r @.@
we played a 21 ball match, gvb.
eeyer, we lost. %&%^
at first, its lyk we were leading 20-17.
thn, yz got insane, "21 first to win"
yea, and he chiong from 17 yo 21 and we're stuck at 20.
kao right, LOL.
i was rather active :B.
went to 7-11 for a drink, yati bought 2 mogu mogu lyk $3.60 omg!
aft tht went bak fish hse slack and blow fan.
thn sent yf back home.
hsh.

yst, had O lvl chinese mock.
dam casual de can.
no invigilator th class was lyk havoc.
th guys, srsly. lol.
i was disciplined enuf to complete on time :B
thanks joel for th dict. (:
aft sch took 2h journey to novena find dear.
he was having buffet with his cousin,
at revenue hse, lyk agn.
it was pouring and i was freezing in th bus.
when i finally reached, first thing dear did was laugh.
he say i look v funny.
bastard, i travel so far of cos shag ryte.
LOL. thn dear gave me seaweed eat, weets.
aft tht took shuttle bus to citysq mac.
played th monopoly thingy.
we kana lyk koped 1 snack wrap and 1 apple pie.
from th table beside tht left, leaving behind these 'valuables'
so dear go claimed and i got free food whee!
i was so elated and said: " hehe, life's great! "
aft tht we were hoping to complete blue and red, cos sorta one.
so we camped thr for 2h, dear played psp while i study chinese.
much to my dismay, or rather, agony, ppl thr are so hygienic can.
they lyk, clear their trays aft they eat luh! pekcek.
so we ended up in th same square.
thn i told dear: " eeeeee, life sarks "
thn dear say " LOL, got free food thn life great luh, no food life sarks la,
you greedy "
): ..
aft tht went dear wanted to buy earphone.
so went cyberactive and mustafa look ard.
thn he decided go taka see agn thn buy, cos he gt voucher.
gr, dear i thot th voucher is buy my renoma wallet one. ))):
aft tht played lan awhile and another 2h journey back home, shag ttm.

ily dear. (:

Monday, October 26

HAIIII !
I'm kinda lyk chaotahed now.
Went for Camp @ Jalan Behatra.
Its lyk at a dam ulu place, old cck, whr all th cemetries is.
Creepy~
Tue reported to sch @ 7am.
waited for my pooh come till i got kinda frustrated.
sry :3
set off to campsite @ 'bout 8.30am.
Had briefings and and lunch and proceeded to icebrkers.
i srsly dam anti social luh.
I was lyk not looking forward to th elements.
thn it rained. WHEEEE.
but when it stopped we still had to abseil.
omg la, i was dam scared lol.
before i left home i told dear im gng dai LOL.
tgt with th low elements.
aft tht i mustered all my courage freaking climb up
th freaking 5stories high abseil tower in trepidation.
thn i keep tell th trainer i v scared.
thn he say no need scared luh, thn help me check.
sure he could see my eyes blinked fear.
LOL. thn off i went down.
Of cos, i failed, i zhua th rope dam jing LOL.
so off i went dangling~
but safely on th safeland, phew.
after tht was th gruelling land expedition, well, race.
DAM ENERVATING.
I had a blister, and it bled. bla.
I jus ran on, oblivious. lol.
pain dai. T.T
came back lyk half dead lol.
had dinner and continued with night games.
night game "kidnapped" was rather fun.
but abit fail, LOL.
i got upstage to retrieve one correct key ley.
-proud of myself-
thn debrief, washed up, supper, and sleep land.
freaking stung lyk freeflow.
LOL. insect repellant seems to be not working aftall.
2nd day woke up, our slippers all tio Insects Army Attack.
then went PT, ran ard 2km+
thn had breakfast and proceeded to Rock Wall and CRC.
I belayered for Rock Wall.
thn CRC i climbed rock wall too!
lyk, after much persuasion frm instructor winston.
I trust his belayer thts why, tsk. no offence LOL.
the heat was swealtering, all tio sun burnt.
after tht went rafting, scared die pls.
im hydrophobic )))))))):
they actually did a water confidence test lyk wtf,
all have to go into th sea and lyk horizontal positon.
i almost scream my lungs out.
i helped to tie th ropes for raft ok.
even though its lyk dam disgusting.
th water is srsly, contaminated to th max.
gross!
aft tht washed up and had some LE.
night activity was Candlewar.
its dam fun la.
My grp pwn ttm.
its lyk we 3 rnds all our 5balloons still intact?
well, last rnd 1 was gone, but its nt cos of candle.
its cos of accident tsktsk.
so its lyk we are rawk dai lo. + our super good defender haha.
aft tht debrief washed up supper and sleep.
woke up 3rd day PT agn, i completed! :D:D
non-stop (L)
thn had some inter-comp.
I represeted for captain's ball!
though lyk not much contribution lol.
thn went back to sch lyk a burnt pig.
took some results and went out with dear.
went to bugis to eat fisherios, haha.
thn i forgot whr we went.

Friday:
Went CitySq with dear eat Seoul Garden.
sat at 11.30 till 2.30
full dai mans.
I took pic, in dear's fone, will post nx tym :]
aft tht went slack.

Sat: Went Lot 1 with dear, ate at food court.
then went Toa payoh slack and eat subway.
thn went bugis st shop thn bugis junction see cpl rings
and ate at iluma th big meatball pasta.

Sun: Went out with dear to ION thn wisma.
bought new couple ring! cos must signify this impt date.
heh. the diamond kinda small uh, but th design unique and simple.
so jus on th spot they engraved for us and we collect it on th same day.
efficient ryte? :]
thn went outing with dashdash at shaw watched 500days of summer.
aft tht went shop for suyi's present.
bought a necklace and nail polish @ wisma.
thn went taka to eat mac.
headed to find dear.
lost my way lol, but mangaed to find my route to bugis.
alright thts it for now, audiaudi.

Saturday, October 17

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
EOY's OVER!
*popsicles*
well, i did quite badly.
iyah, ping shi bu shao xiang, ling shi bao fo jiao.
Bio i study lyk all nv come out, gekxim -.-
Higher Chinese was kinda hard. my summary sarked.
EMaths was so-so.
AMaths was KNS, single digit alr.
Physics was worst, too enervated frm maths paper to do.
anw, haf been gng city sq with dear nowadays.
so yea, i travel hours of MRT and buses everyday rah.
dnt you feel tired?
uh, no? i take up to 2h+ of transport everyday, lyk used to it.
BUT, thrs sth tht rly irritates me.
i dnt understand why isit ppl lyk to STARE.
it used to be guys staring at girls.
but nowadays, its lyk girls staring at girls?
lyk wtf, i dnt understand why eyes on me whrever i go.
as if i got my facial features inverted or sth.
its srsly rather rude to stare.
i rly dnt understand what is thr so nice to look abt me.
and whats so nice not to look abt me.
BUT TH GIRL STANDING OPP ME JUS STARE DIRECTLY INTO ME.
and lyk wtf, everytym i look back at her she turn away.
feign innocent yi ge.
i tell you, im being nice k, giving warning.
when i rly stare back you'll cry.
srsly, see hw u feel when i stare at you.
craziness -.- its jus insane.
probably their jus not interested in th scenary?
i dnt understand why am i btr looking at th scenary?
lyk, MYOB? i freaking DETEST ppl staring at me.
dig ur muthafcking eyes out.
im uncouth?
YEA, YOUR EYES PORTRAY THT.
shall save my breath on ridiculous ppl -.-

yst went SAJC support dear dear rugby!!!
woooooooooooooooots.
dear got hurt, his knee, machiam all th blood spurt out.
gehqiang, still go in second rnd, want goal dw life.
not bad right, i quite byl, i dare go.
see, such a supportive girlf i am!
heh.
alrights post tmr agn, off to slp.
ciaos!