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Fifteen songs shuffled.
Friday, November 16
When the night falls..
when I'm alone,
why.. whywhywhy?
Does th tears keep flowing,
Th nightmares revolving,
Th memories rewinding,
Th heartaches repeating,
Th love unflinching,
Th pain enfolding..
Can I stop crying?
When?
How?
Is there someone, I can trust?
Where?
How do I pour out?
Why isit I cant even understand and express myself.
Why am I bottling and self-manipulating myself.
Am I self-manipulating..?
Yeh I've stopped slitting..
but then.. becuz of that,
my pain has doubled.
She say let go..
How?
Can I?
Do I want to?
Why?
I knew this route is dark..
I knew it will hurt.
Den why do I let myself walk this thorny path?
Why isit I could only sense darkness.
Why isit I feel numb.
Why isit I can't feel a thing but pain.
Why ..
Why did I draw a circle and lock myself within.
Why am I rejecting love?
Why am I so hard on myself?
When can I stop being lyk that?
Who can I find help?
How can I help myself?
Do I want to help myself?
Why isit I can't be there for him..
Why isit they dont understand me..
Why isit I cant understand myself..
Why am I so negative..
Why am I so weak..
Why am I so retard..
Where's my energy..
Why am I crying..
signed off at 8:02 am
用微笑伪装..
` Taurus; Mid-may
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bitter
sixteen.
` nanhuahigh
I walk the different way.
I'm no ordinary girl.
I have eyes that have th ability to attract and repel.
I have an awesome boyf tht loves me unconditionally [25ths '♥]
Break my impregnable obstinacy.
More about me is for you to decipher.(:
Virtual:
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HabboSG: glossified- / -Envy
KissMS: Pinsy
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%% Delphinium's love.
Derogatory remarks 'bout me are not welcomed.
Hello my dear, kill me gently.
A burned body doesn't leave you.
If you wail that you cannot save me, have you at least seen death?
Can I take your ragged breathing as a fake act?
Under the "creaks" that rain upon me, the trembling won't stop.
I will break my ties with the pain that I can only understand with my mind.
And..
Die for me..., you can't save it.
Is it wrong? Answer me.
See, let your eyes sway and waver
Because there are no lies in spilled tears.
My hand..., eyes..., mind..., and breath.
What is left in the end are the rotten memories that have been burned,
And the remains that can't even save a child.
The shadow of the subject of the photograph goes crazy.
Hate and terror scream together.
Seeing the peeling love, why must this body rot as well?
In the darkness that laughs in red, the foolish words that were spilled.
Every time a breath was released is very alike to that "hate"
The Gazette- Burial Applicant
It's everywhere I don't belong.
Spamming, expletives and profanities are
unjustifiable
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