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Sunday, June 1

fk you wenxuan. stop thinking abt him.
gng to 2 yrs alr lar, wtf.
x.x i rly couldnt help it. im sry

went out major habbo outing.
well i dnt lyk big grps :l
cos i got crowd phobia )x
gd thing was thr were alot of
my ONCE V CLOSE HABBO FRENS.
bad thing was, sme v duapai x.x
well well, it was supposed to be fun,
LOL, ye it was fun lur.
kanasai, it'll had been mre fun wif him ard x.x
when they did nt join us, i keep scolding myself, lyk wtf.
i kept thinking why. and i think, i blamed myself. i thought
it was becos im thr so~ ya so he dnt wan cme ovr or sth? x.x
uhhur and thn i was lyk so confused and self blaming tat
i was daydreaming away i fell down quite alot of tyms x.x
i keep scolding kanasai for no reasons out of rdm, this was th
reason why. TELL ME HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, how do i stop
thinking of you, how. that feeling jus come whenever i see you,
a feeling that i'll nv have to others, nv. i look forward to see you,
ALOT. but at th same tym, i had alot of mixed feelings of fear and agony etc.
and yet when i see you, i jus go blank. its lyk.. well, i blame myself
for th way i feel whenever i see you. but if i dnt get to see you,
i feel v empty. i feel v far, v far frm you. although i feel ever
further when i meet you too. this feeling sarks. its lyk ur in another
world - all th way to pluto. lyk, thrs noway i can reach you.
i wna talk to you, lyk a friend, cos u say u treat me lyk a true fren.
but i jus doubt it smetyms, or rather doubt myself.
i tink im nt worth a fren for you to pay attention to.
for all th stupid things i did. and all th dumb thoughts
to get u back. i rly dno wad to do or say to you.
i rly feel bad abt myself. and i hate how i lost you to another girl.
I HATE IT. i rly hate it. and when we had to leave, yes i had to leave,
but you made me stay, delayed. cos i felt empty, weird, self-blamed,
for seeing you yet we had utterly no communication.
this feeling sarks, a feeling of a loser.
and on th way down th escalator to MRT, i had this feeling im losing you agn.
i hate this, i dnt wanna lose you, even if im only able to watch
from a distance. well, we did nt even bid goodbye. sad. yep, i almost cry when
i couldnt see u anymre, down at th escalator. good thing yiying and wc was
thr to distract my attention away, so i managed to fight bak th teasr.
i rly feel v helpless. lost. empty. numb. hurrrrrrr,
i rly need you, i guess.
or maybe, i jus need a talk with you,
but tat seems such a diff task too x.x
well, i rly hope th past could rewind, sometyms, boy.

ily.

signed off at 8:02 am