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Sunday, September 14

GREAT. God you finally noticed me didnt you.
today was opp frm yst. smiling most of th tym alr.
although still not utterly sincere, but yep.
dear almost made me cry. he loved me too much.
dear, i cannot contain so much lahhhhhhhhh.
laughs. smetimes, i dnt wna, but cant help it suspecting..
suspecting if i deserve that love.
anw, yst was fun at escape.
sat viking, inverter, wet&wild, choochootrain & th spin bowl.
they ate BK after tat, i didnt.
no appetite, didnt eat lyk anth yst lahh..
but glad appetite came bak tdy.
ate a lil more. thks to dear lah, i help him jian fei one.
ROFL.
iyah idk how to feel now lor. hmms.
past 5 yrs ive told myself
yaya thrs rainbow aft th rain
yaya thr alwaes 2 sides of a coin.
tats ya, main encouraging pts for counselling.
for me counselling ppl and ppl counselling me.
but well sad enough.
sometimes, thrs no guarantee.
'cs rainbow's a reflection.
shld thr be no sun to reflect this light, they'll b no rainbow.
shld thr be no rain, rainbow will go on holiday.
and you dnt knw when it'll come agn.
and for coin, also no guarantee bah?
who knws it gets stuck in th drain vertically?
laughs im fking perssimistic.
nvm. used to it.
so long im out of suicide range.
i still hope i can see a rainbow one day.
my biggest wish now is to live like normal, simple,
happy teenager on th streets.
'cs i dnt expect much.
jus understanding.
jus giv me a nod. neednt talk to me.
and i understand it alr.
i dnt like to talk already. yep. u shld knw th reason why.
so dont call me for conference anymre.
and neednt console me yeh, 'cs i'll b fine.
i can foretell what you guys will say.
so ya its alright, no need, but thanks, alot[:

tmr's sch. eoy's round th corner. yet im still tinking
on how i shld live. how numb my life is.
hope i can struggle through this tide.
7 more years, i've to endure for another 7 mre years.
and i hope im strong enough to do that.

signed off at 8:46 pm