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Sunday, September 7

i tink..
i shld cme clean with you soon, aft ur promos.
you see, frm wad i learnt frm my last relationship,
is tat love aint abt possesion, you knw..
'cs its lyk, you knw i tink i haf th right
to choose wad friends i mix with, isnt it?
and if you can accomodate to that, thn i shldnt
keep lying to u or myself also.
So, im gna let all th cats out of th bag to u soon.
and if u are to make me choose agn, my choice
will still be th same.
so, if thrs a need for our relationship to cme to an end,
we shld both accept it.
thank you for everyth, though.
i can see u're trying v hard to salvage this relationship.
but you see, it takes two hands to clap.
you shant be th only one sacrificing.
'cs I'm not ready yet.
srsly, im not rdy to enter this relationship from th start.
'cs i have not heal. and i doubted if i can heal, anot.
but thn agn, i trust this relationship.
and so far, indeed its worth accepting you.
but its unfair to you.
'cs you shld b able to tell im holding back.
despite that, if it rly means to stop this game,
there're things i have to return and give up.
1. ur $35
2. ur sis's slippers
3. th motorola phone.
4. giv up ur half done bdae present i spent efforts on
5. my emotions, 'cs thrs still this guo yi bu qu feeling.
ya, tats that.

im still fourteen, i believe i can wait for smeone
whom rly suits me to come by.
'cs you knw i cant afford to fall agn.
so i sacrificed you.
im sorry, i alwaes hurt ppl agn and agn. :l
'cs i have been hurt-ed too deep.
'cs i learnt to be selfish.
'cs i dont believe in love anymre.
'cs i dnt haf th courage to love anyone truly, agn.
'cs i dont believe in myself.
'cs superman doesnt exist anymre..

and for habbo,
i knw thrs alot of rumours abt me in th past and current.
and i cant verify if they are true anot, 'cs idk.
but frm a few of which i heard,
its false.
for ex lyk i went out wif mikefantasy thn to
hide my identity i chnge my habbo acc.
lyk hi, i chnge my acc 'cs glOsSifIeD- seems complicated,
and ive nv meet mikefantasy before.
and thrs alot of rumours out thr.
i knw its ur choice to believe or not.
but agn, i'll appreciate if u verify with me.
'cs it rly hurts me.
you knw..
idk why ppl hate me so much or wad lar.
perhaps tats th nature of human.
but agn, why believe rumours.
and those tat started it, dont u find it lyk.. meaningless?
its rly lame luh. x.x
but agn, if th rumour is true, of cs i'll admit to it.
i dnt wish to lie to this world or myself anymre.
although im alwaes doing it.
but agn, its a feeling of me against th world kinda thing.
gimme strength to step up agn.


PS: thks fanshu send me all th way hme ! ;D