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Thursday, September 11

im pissed, cant you tell.
guess what?
MCYS visited me yst.
not rly me, but jus happen tat my mum was not in.
so they chatted wimme instead.
they asked alot of things.
i tried to tell them th main pts lur.
thn they are finding plans to bring me away.
as in lyk, solve this situation.
'cs they knw well if im gna stay in this hse,
if anth is to happen agn, safety is not guaranteed.
so ye tat was th main thing yst.
and i thought alot of things abt my relationships.
lyk all my relationships abt to break kinda feeling.
be it bgr freindship or kinship.
let if all th knots break, im left alone.
and it becomes me against th world alr.
lyk im in another world alone - call my world.
and last night i couldnt get to sleep.
idk why images of me chopping my hands with a chopper
keep appearing in my mind.
i was in cold sweat.
i knw thrs this mental and emotional struggle wimme.
im facing this alone for so long alr.
but lyk wad cousellor say, a balloon has its limits,
if you dnt let out th air, it'll eventaully burst.
and i can sense my 'elasticity' decreasing.
im abt to snap soon.

as for tdy, i is lazy die sleep in class also.
and i managed to complete my 2 zuo wens.
which is lyk a wonder 'cs i do my chi hmwk lyk not more
than thrice a year. i dnt lyk to do chi hmwk. :l
and during maths, had set language test.
hope i pass though.
anw talking abt maths test,
i didnt hand up my level test, forgot.
and guess what when i check my paper.
i actually did alot of ques with correct steps.
so i got 0. nvm though laughs.
hais.
and aft maths lesson, i took uot my fone.
mrs tan confiscated.
whatever.
things keep hurting me.
'cs i refuse to help myself.
tell me how to runaway, ;cs th scar's too deep alr.

> tmr mooncake festival celebration at nanhuahigh.
all is welcomed. interested to cme sms me @ 96524988.
time: 6-10pm. @Clementi.
Have carnival. lol. shld b quite fun i hope O;

i hope i wont resort to slitting agn x.x

signed off at 7:40 pm