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Tuesday, September 30

kay i shall revive.
last monday's lit lesson, oh ye babe.
Ms Veronica Edwards.
I knw im in th wrong to do chem in ur class.
But, i think i have a choice.
you confiscated my almost done chem reflections
when i was 10 mins away from handing it up.
Yea fine, and so I took out another foolscap and wrote
ALL OVER AGAIN.
but hey. this shows how desperate i am okay.
AND. I dnt see a reason WHY I CAN KANA OPEN DEFIANCE.
True enough, I didnt like you.
In fact, WE didnt like you.
And oh, my i-dont-give-a-damn-attitude pissed u off, didnt I?
Well, sorry then.
Pity ur height, hur?
Anw, Im being good to ren qi tun sheng alr.
Be thankful I didnt go violent.
I merely SHUT UP and listened to you.
and thr you went ranting on all th morals.
Oh well hello those i know.
you're jus ignorant abt th background aint you.
you jus see things on th surface.
and oh, I only respect people who are worth respecting for.
You want me to respect someone who contradicts herself
and push th blame all to a student that waste th whole bloody
hell class's 2 periods and you thr ranting on absolutely nothing?
I dont think our ignorance is oblivious to your eyes.
Its freaking obvious not even half a ear is listening to you.
And oh in fact that's ur mouth so I-DNT-GIV-A-DAMN.
But I've th right to do what i do.
AND oh. I dnt think its right to call ur students to do notes for you,
AND YOU, YOU MS VERONICA EDWARDS, gave to ur other classes.
and oh, th notes didnt even giv us recognition.
you see hur, what haf you been doing?
might as well we self study at home isnt it.
Dont mind me saying, but you're th worst teacher I've ever seen [:
AND. I SO DNT CARE ABT OPEN DEFIANCE.
offence thn offence luh? i scared fk? .l.
I'm apologising to you of utmost negative sincerity.
and its only not to put Mr Liu in a difficult spot,
and for him to close this case.
But i hope you can see for yourself,
how detestable ur actions are.
and how lil respect you are gaining from us.

And oh th EOY exams.
haha i didnt rly study nor mug.
as lyk, i dnt even haf th mood to?
That woman that gave birth to me in my house,
gave me a fking beating th night before my exam.
which was lyk th sunday.
and oh NO NORMAL MOTHER ON EARTH HAS A HEART LIKE YOU.
N-O.
No mother throws a electronic fan at her daughter.
No mother kicks her daughter's parts tht shldnt b kick -.-?!
No mother raise th chopper and almost chop her daughter to death.
No mother push her daughter to th window and force her to jump down.
No mother calls her daughter to die faster everyday.
No mother slaps her daughter infront of public and shout lyk idk wtf.
No mother cant spot her daughter's not even one strong points?
No mother shouts at her daughter to move out everyday.
No mother curse her daughter to b fked and cheated by guys at such age.
No mother leaves no good impression in her daughter's heart.
I rly try to see you as a mother, to put up with you.
but sometimes, you rly go over th limits.
you knw they call me to call th police and MCYS for million times.
but you knw why I didnt? Gosh. God tell me why.
Must I die so tht you'll be happy?
I dont mind you know. as like, i'd rather dead than these tortures.
Lyk, i dnt haf to haf these nightmares at night.
nor having these flashbacks in th middle on my EOYs.
and th fear of returning home, th fear of seeing you.
th pain inside i have to endure.
What's wrong with you? Am I defiant? Fine, sorry.
though I put blames on me. though I try to convince myself.
Why isit we cant meet a point of intersection.
Why conflicts? Why cursing death upon ur own daughter?
Why?! What for you give birth to me then?
It's like buying a dog to fry you know.
As like, why do you give birth to me,
when you're not fit to be a mother yet?
You're not ready. You dont have what it takes to be a mother.
It all portrays in your way of upbringing ur children!
well perhaps its true diff ppl bring their child up diff ways.
But hey! They are limits ya?
Balloons burst at certain nitrogen lv.
Idk, my world's black and white and fading.
I'm struggling to live here while ppl's thinking of death.
Tell me how do I hang on.

and oh i jus got a scolding from dad.
those minor things. its rly.. z.z idk how to say.
I'm alwaes misunderstood.
Tht made me th person now. a person tht hates talking.
I alr hate this world - too much.